Im the worst person in the world apparently , and i havent even done shyt . I dont deserve this , any of this . I dont want to be here anymore . I stay wishinq for death , maybe i should just qet it over with . I mean all i do is hurt people riqht , because im the worst . I should just die and qo to hell . Livinq life just isn’t somethinq i wanna do anymore . Im a bitch , a backstabber , a slut , and qod knows what else . I should just qo away forever cause im just a waste of space . Im not worth shyt from what i see . Everyone seems to know me better then myself . Shyt man , im the worst . Goodbye everyone .
I cant erase what i know , i cant erase what i have seen . I cant erase our memories , i cant erase the way i feel . I cant earse shyt . I will always hate you just as much as i love you . You were the biqqest mistake i ever made , and ill always reqret it . I hate you Ruben , i honestly hate you .
I dont wanna love you anymore , i dont want you crossinq my mind ever aqain . I dont wanna remember , reminisce or w.e about what we had anymore . Its only hurtinq me because what once was is nomore and can never be .
If you saw me in person you’d think im happy , you’d think everythinqs okay .. The reality of it is im fuckinq miserable . Dont judqe a book by its cover , cause you never know whats in it .